JLSY Part 2

HAAHAHAH... im over it now.

just needed a breather . and the relaxing chant/mantra of : AdamLambert.AdamLambert.x3

ahahhaha

but the images are still there la.
but
im less hyped out about it now.

HAHAHAH.


ohhhmyyyyy =)

this blog things are fantastic for (whatever-emotion) releasing.

JEALOUSSSYYYY

ill be honest. IM SOOOOO JEALOUSSSSSS.. ARRRRGGGHGHHHH fjgeirjugioribbije



PPPPPFFFFFFTTTTTTT.

FUCK IT LA.

**breatheeeeeee**breattttheeeeeeeeee**breatheeeeeee**

mofo pls let ittttt beeee over. tolonggggggglahhhhhhh. i cant fucken deal with this all the timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

it comes and goes and comes and gooesssss.

just gooooo already. weyhhhhhh. i sumpah tak laratttt okayyyyy like thissssssss. fucker la.

OHHHHMMYYYY. i thought the feelings were done. gone. i dont care u dont care.

buttttt seeinggg my reactionnn likeeee NOW. I DONT MOFO THINK SO. wtf. omggggg i hate this dramaaaa laaaa. ohhhhh plsss laaa plssssss.

pls la let me find somebody new already.

august u better mofo come fast. that way im occupied.

rhgroihgirgrijrigjigjhjheuhrewff.

ADAM LAMBERT.

I totallyyyyyyy support Adam Lambert .

I HOPE HE WINS.
I WANT HIM TO WIN.
thereforeeeeee,
HE SHALL WIN.


OMFG IM IN LOVEEE WITH THE BOY. and i want to marry him. and he's NOT GAY. BI? maybe. BUT NOT FUCKING GAY. soooo


whichhhh meanssss,

I STILL GOT CHANCE.

Mrs. Lambert
Melissa Adams
Melissa Lambert
Mrs Melissa Adam Lambert

hhahahahaaha. that just a draft sketch. HAHAHAHA.

choices, choices, choices ,

So i am bored. and decided to blog about something,which personally I dont think you may find very interesting, if there are ppl who even read my blog.hahahaha. im just writing cos basically im bored and yeah bored.

okayyyy so lately i have been trying to decide which subjects I wanna do for my IB. eventho it starts what on the 24th of August..ahaha..which is a very long time, im bored doing nothing at home, so this is one way i spend my time, by stressing and worrying about nothing for no reason. life's fantastic.

sooooooo ive been doing research after research...(unecessary if u ask me) to see the in's and out of the subjects bla3. and then i realized that when i do infact come up with a solution to the problem. i create another problem based on the solution . HAHAHA..just so i wake up every morning and i have something to do.

so thats about it. still doing research at the moment. but im taking a break to write this blog. cos a few minutes ago i had information overload. i mean its been what 8 months since i used this brain? and then suddenly i start putting things in, it has gone to a mental trance/shock.

okay back to research. =)

All The Good Men Are Gone/Taken

Okay well not all the good men la..but some of the men i want are taken..HAHAHA...


1) Eric Mabius

• He;s effinnnn gorgeous and charming. i want him =) . but he;s married . and he has a son.cilaka.

2) Joey G

• ohhh goddddd. he's effin gorgeous . has a killer smile . ohhh and that accenttttt.**cair**sometimes i dont understand what on Earth his mumbling about. but when u sound like that who gives a fuck? i want him =) . but he;s married.cilaka

3) Daniel V

• dont think u ppl would know who he is. he's just down right gorgeous. he;s a musician.need i say more?? haha. i've met him in person. accidentaly. like i remember i was like leaning on the railings of some shopping mall in bangsar (where that Kenny Ong lady got abducted ) waiting for some broadway show to start, Frogway (it was nice) . then i was looking to the left and then i decided i wanted to look right instead.blardy hell . nearly lost my grip on the railing. cos he was on my right. and he was gorgeous . so terkejut kejap nmpk org hot. haha. he screamssss sexy-ness. he;s malaysian. and he has a killer smile. and he has a what i would call a pick-up look. haha. skali i pandang.huhuh. i want =) hahahahaha. dont know if he;s taken. but i want him.cilaka.

4) Jamie Bower

• he;s an actor, the one who acted as the sailor boy in Sweeny Todd who fancies that chick thats locked up it the tower. he la. i find him sexy. very very. i want him . he has a girlfriend. cilaka.

5) Thats about all the ppl i can remember la. i used to like Orlando Bloom. but dont know ,suddenly the feeling isnt mutual anymore..HAHAH..like it was before..hahaha..but everytime i watch LOTR or Pirates , i go "wow" "dang" ''sigh'' and other stupid stuff..but guess he tah,lost his touch shall i say? i mean lama menghilang from the screen. dont want la. i still got his poster on my wall. 3 of them. guess. HAISH . dunnoe la sorry . AHAHH wtf m i goin onabout? i also xtaw. k k . no OB today.



tried uploading picturs but BLOGSPOT MACAM BABI. lembap terlebih. so u'll have to picture them as i described, if cannot then go google. if u dont want bagus, less competition.




SHIT. LAST ONE. I FORGOT . HOW COULD I. DANG.



6) Steven Strait

• Blardy hell. we needed to write an essay in school once. i forgot what it was about. but i wrote a blardy paper about how good looking he is. in form fucking five okay.ahaha..how memalufy-ing. but what to do. he;s soo handsome, writting an essay about how good looking he was didnt seem to be a problem. i want him. but he's married. got children. i think.cilaka.

7) Leonardo Dicaprio

• This man. The older he gets, the less handsome he is. kesianness. but in TITANIC.habbaaa habbaa haabbaaa. boyishly handsome. boyishly charming. ohhhh. but i dont want him now. if it were a few years ago. sure. haha.

8 ) Adam Lambert

• OMGGG. i find him soooo the handsome. haha..and he has killer pipes. and yet he can strip his voice bare and do a tear wrenching ballad..ohhhhh adammm =). u can sing to me anytime. and he;s such a sweetheartttttt. i like him . i want him. but i know how there are rumours that he;s gay and shit. but i dont think he is. so what if he likes to wear make up?we can share =) . hahaha. regardless if he;s gay/bi/straight. i want him . but if he;s gay. which he is not. then cilaka.

DONE =) ini hanyalah fantasy semata2. dont terasa. embrace. HAHAHA. tbe2.

Off and Awayyyy

wohooooo..finally after all the waiting and the struggleeeee , I finally got a place at the International School of Penang also known as Uplands!!! it tookkkk sooo long okay for them to process my application, i had to fax my results (which is understandable) then they wanted like a refferal letter from the principal...waduhhhhh..
1) my school staff is damn blardy lazy
2) principal is never around ,always somewhere fancy like uk/us/ wherever for ''kursus''

i had to go to school like 5 fucken days in a row okayyy to get it done...i broke my own record..i swore for 5 days straight..ahaha..even when i got it done.. i had to swear..hahaha..i dont have a problem with ppl who swear..but they are some ''sensitives'' out there..ahhaha..and if u got a problem with people swearing...then sorry la cannot help u..but u would just have to learn to tolerate la..i mean u cant like..expct everything to be ur way..so give and take la okay macha? haha

hahah..terlari topic..lol.. yeah so i got a place thereee.but the IB coordinator there wants to meet me before i start..maybe he heard about my kecantikan and wanted to see if it were true.HAHAHA..nono..err he just wants to meet me like u know for like a date..hahahaah..nolaaa..shit la y i keep lari-ing topic.. he wants to meet me to like sort of interview me..u know get to know the student before school starts (which is like 24th august for the orientation and classes start on the 25th ,so damn blardy lambat). so i have to gooo alll the wayyyy to penangggggggg .

and yeah, ive got TONS of forms to fill out..pening..lol..i hate that part of school..the ''borangs''..damn u borangs..hahaha

anddd my sports house is Hill House ( Green housee )!! whoop whoop!! my favvv colourrr =) but i hope its like u know a constantly winning house..ahhaha..cos all my life my sports houses were last place (usually la, if not last then close to last)...AHAHA..tough luckk..

and the theatre there is active , so thats something im looking forward to =) and yeah. august. damn.

ish. shit . bosan .

Alaaaaaa..im so bosan laaaaaa...there isnt anything to do around here anymore..i wanna move to siberia and live with all the artic monkeys. white monkeys. u didnt know there are monkeys right in siberia? bodoh. banggap. setupit . memang takdapun actually. but dont know la if ada org simpan senyap2, haram. god bless us la. tolong la tuhan. haiseh man. howww laaa i want to go to pasar tomoroe? kunci rumah hilang. and then the kereta kat dalam . lesen pun takda. so hampeh la like this. tomoroeeee howww??? how to eat sayur if i tak pegy pasar?? maybe i will tanam kot pagi2 tomoroe morning, sooooo hopefully by gods grace, i can masak it for lunch. tp dunnoe whether or not tomoroe my house got bekalan air or not. shit. how now? alaaaa...i start college in augusttt laaaa..so longggg..by that time it will be snowing in perak already. shit la. how to go to perak if the snow tutup all the jalan? i dont know if melaka will snow ornot this august, cos last year it snowed in the. i like stationary . k k . night. penat.